This cell of normality simply fuels the insanity..
Fueling the flames never gradually...
PLEASE just reset me manually..
The words pour out,
and out,
and out,
dripping on to the floor in a big glop of mess...
a honey sweetened gelatinous jumble of words to defuse, tempt and maim.
I am evil,
but you do not suspect me..
It grows inside of me like a tumbleweed blowing in the wind,
collecting debris growing ever larger, rolling ever faster..
Watching, waiting for the opportunity to strike..
It grows inside of me and burns like wildfire fanned by dry air and wilted leaves...
But I smile, ever so sweetly to hide the searing pain I endure.
The ever constant battle to proclaim peace in this organ they call a heart.
I long to wave a white flag and end it.
But then you would know,
everyone would know.
I am evil,
but right now, you do not suspect me..
I say I would die for you.
and I probably would
but, I would die for anyone I think..
Just to stop the pain.
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